i had a relationship again ...

we started from march 22..
she very nice ..
i don know that is my wrong feel or not ..
i really scare i will choose wrong people..

but i must say truely ..
when we start that time i just feel she so cute ..
i don have any feeling..
until last night we quarrel ...
i just know i really fall on her...

this few day she treat me really very good...
but i don know why that feeling is not same with my all ex ..
it is i have problem ?or we both also have ?
i don know..
but now i can sure someting..i really love her now ..
i hope she will blessedness and happy when together with me ..

i hope this is my last relationship i really don want lost any one now ..
this few day i try to edit my sister wedding dinner picture ...that is past long time already ..
but when i see back i cry again ..
because i feel i lost my sister already ..
i love her ..i love my parent ..and i also love my lover now..
i scare i will lost them..
i'm not that brave and independent..last time i always this i'm big boy now and i always thik i'm very independent ...
actually i'm not ...i always cry ..
feel myself very no use ..

march my two sister have come back home ..
i saw big sister ..i too miss her..
but i don know i can do what for her ..
this time she just back alone..
and say want to go find doctor ...
after i back from school i accompany her to see doctor ..
and i can feel it ..my sister she change already ..
not same like last time bad temper..
haha i think that is good news for our parent and my sister-in-law..
she come back just two days only ...
now so miss her..

and how about my second sister?
haha ..
actually i hate she come because she don like to do homework(actually my big sister also same )..
then when she back she sure scold me ..yo that bed room so dirty..
actually when she back is more dirty..
because she didnt clearn up..the room all just waiting for me ..
haiz sien ..why all is wayne do ?
anyway she is my sister ..i love her ..
so sure will do for her lah ..
always like that ..

i love my my two sister , my parent and u my lover..hehe..sure all my friend and god bro ,papi..haha ..