pain...really pain...and feeling this world very dark........

跟他分手了。。

也快一个星期了。。

以为自己能recover..

but ....

until today i just awake..

i still miss her ..i cant forgot her...

it's very pain my heart..

i don know what can i do ...

cry again ...

why every i also cry ..

why i cant be strong ?

today take nap,i have dreaming her..

she still inside my heart ..

i think i go find new friend ,out wif friend i can forgot her..

but cant work ...

we already half years plus..

why still so easy ....

hurt..pain....really ...pain...........

what can i do now?

i don know ..

i think my birthday just me alone...

but i don care ....the most important is ..

i want say sorry to her ..

sorry i do the stupid things make u angry ..

sorry i make u feel hurt ..

sorry i love u darling ...

sorry ...i hope u can found a good guy ..

sorry ....

what to do wayne ...u are so stupid....

shit !!!

so pain.....