I REALLY FALL IN LOVE

My Building Construction presentation is done .

My lecturer said it's good ..

So I'm going to my next journey >>Interior design 

It's was so complicated for me 

But I have to stay strong for it 

Come back to my relationship 

Seriously I really don't know how to maintain a good relationship 

I'm trying my best 

I don't touch the things that I cant touch it 

But it really make me so sick 

I really don't know how to telling u 

I hope its work (relationship)

But why every time will look like just so ...

What can I do actually ?

TRUST ?

What is trust ?

A few day its hard for me to give u 100 %

It may need to take sometime 

I try my best make u trust me even what I'm doing and where I'm going 

Because we are far away each other 

Of course 

We will miss each other 

We will hope to see each other 

But what I can see is u still keep going the social network 

What to do ..

I cant 

I hope that I can close my eye and don't see it 

Honestly I CARE !!

I'm SCARE !!

I had lost many thing before 

so I'm scare 

I'm scare that I lost again the thing that I'm appreciated 

I lost it before 

So RIGHT NOW I APPRECIATED ALL THE THINGS THAT I HAVE 

ESPECIALLY YOU JK

Seriously I don't know what to do now ?

I'm totally lost 

I hope this story will going far far away 

is not that easy to have a break 

I LOVE YOU .